I HATE LIFE.
I HATE LIFE.
I HATE IT SO MUCH.
Well at least right now, I hate it so much. :(
Is this what you call a feeling of being overwhelmed? I don’t even know what that means. My vocabulary is horrible. Tomorrow I have a health test. I know nothing. I have this Tale of Two Cities homework that I don’t even get. Chem lab I just finished now. I didn’t even do it actually. I just typed random wrong answers. WTFFFF is wrong with me. And you know all this time I’ve been going on shopping websites like richbon, asmama, aliceenjoy… And before that I was watching Merry neun waebak joong and Secret Garden. WTFFFFFFFF is wrong with me. Priorities first! :( Now it’s 2AM again. I want to sleep. How am I supposed. Oh my godddd, please.
I have to do what I have to do from now on.
I’m killing myself inside and out. Swords slashing through me. :(
My school grades down below the negatives. Uh eeeeeee Nah jukkaet da. What happened to my 100s yo. I need my perfectionistic me again. What happened to me?! D;
But at least my chem grade improved form a 73 –> 91 :) I should be happy about that at least.
& I also need to take care of my body and skin. My face has like 2346508471239574574805 pimples/blackheads, Ewww & I’m getting fatter every minute. WTFFFFFFF Aishhh what the hell is wrong with me. Seriously. I HATE ME. :((((( I HATE LIFE.
but I’m going to change.
I WILL do what I have to do from now on.
REALLY REALLY REALLY.
I promised Junsu that we will both work hard and become the best. Nado Junsu churum jal hal kkuh yah.<3
Junsu yahh, himnae & hwaiting! I hope your concert goes well and stay healthy. LOL
I’ll pretend he said the same thing back to me. :)
Nahh jal hal kkae~~~!